I have encountered multiple people (complete strangers) who had an extreme appeal to me, even though sometimes, I myself didn't find them attractive at all. Does the same phenomenon happen to you?
You haven't even seen their faces but you really found them very inviting. You secretly gawked at him/her, sometimes you get caught and you were shy, but you really wanted to get caught anyway. Getting caught, you pretend like you weren't looking at him/her but it's pretty obvious that you were. You wish you had locked gaze with that person, but you were complete strangers and you were shy.
You wanted to get closer to that person and feel his/her body heat. You wanted to nuzzle him/her while gliding your hands over his/her body, he/she might be a little out-of-shape, but for you it's just so perfect and delicious. You fantasized being raped by that person, which you thought was unrealistically ridiculous but fascinatingly arousing.
You felt like malice almost broke free. Time spoiled and you had to go and/or he/she needed to leave, but "I need to keep my composure" you actively reminded yourself, as your heart raced a little and your bowels felt like it has been washed with love at first sight.